you can add me at carina_s_darktear@hotmail.com and we could chat a little... > Everything seems so far away... I'm alone in this space and captive in this time... I look down, I see my shadow... I look up... and it seems there's no hope for me.. But I don't want to be a hopeless case.. I live in this world full of people pretending to be someone they're not... But I just wanna be me... Why I'm so affraid to be myself? My dark soul covers my heart... I hardly hear the beat... Unhappy, tired.... it seems I'm a bad person, but what did I do wrong?...Will I be forever in darkness?When I'll have the courage to look into your eyes, with any shadow of fear...?I want to look up to the sky, with new forces, but still... people are mean and they hurt me all the time... I can feel all the pain.. and it hurts... but I'm a warrior! And I'll fight against the hole world 'till the end, if I have to.... just for a little happiness... And in the end.. I'll be with the one who could make ma happy, but could hurt me,too... but still... the perfect one... I hope that everything will be ok... in the end... Does it matter?...

CARINA
C	is for	Charming
A	is for	Artistic
R	is for	Radiant
I	is for	Intelligent
N	is for	Nice
A	is for	Amorous

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